More to this life

Round and round this world we go
Forming truths from what we know
It could never be foretold
What will happen tomorrow
Things we see right now will change
Our lives will never be the same

Time will tell as hours go
The truth inside will soon unfold
Revealing secrets as we grow
Into a brand new tomorrow
The plan is already in place
Transcending love through time and space
Strong and humbled by His grace
Catching tear drops from my face
And I know I will not be ashamed

A moment in time has passed before my eyes
I'm struggling to fight the reasons we cry
There's more to this life, there's more to this life

The love never comes back.

For all those who are still reading this blog and wondering if I have stopped blogging entirely, the answer is no. You can catch me here: http://inthesunshine.wordpress.com

I hope this time I'm there for good. See you on the other side! :)

Food food food, shopping, sunglasses in the scorching sun, 4inch heels, colourful shaved ices, tze char, ironing, joy & laughter with some of my favourite people yesterday.

Early mornings, wet hair, beauty magazines, void decks, lazing around, home made meehoon kueh, THE LOSERS (love the cute sniper guy), frozen yogurt, cheezels, blueberry biscuits, cold, sleepy bus rides with my girlfriend today.

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Looking forward to the holidays, nevermind that it's only 2 weeks. Gonna cram lotsa activites!!! Momentum, minnie mouse + costume dress up birthday party, girly day out, celebratory italian dinner + new experience, church camp, dim sum date (insert more activities here)

On a sidenote, I really need to lose weight. Minnie Mouse can't be fat. :/

RESIST TEMPTATION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ciaos.

Words can be like knives, they can cut you open. And then the silence surrounds you and haunts you. The spaces in between, two minds and all the places they have been. The spaces in between, I tried to put my finger on it. I tried to put my finger on it.

Hot hot hot!!!

Geez! The weather is crazily hot. Argh so gonna die in this heat!!! I don't mind the hotness only if Ian Somerhalder is beside me.

Okay I am kidding.

"I know there's some things about yourself that you would like to change. But you should know that there's some boy out there who is going to like you for everything you are. Including the parts you don't like, those are gonna be the things he likes most." - Mr Schu to Rachel in GLEE

No one likes the smell of failure

Lately, I have been feeling like I never quite measure up. It sucks.

Finn: But then I heard you sing. I don't know how to say this, but you touched something in me. Right here. *puts hand to chest*
Rachel: Your heart's on the other side of your chest.
Finn: Oh...it's beating really hard.

rightside up or upside down

"We get hurt by someone and we swear to ourselves that we would never ever do that to someone else. And somewhere not too far down the road, we end up doing that exact same thing. We're hypocrites. We are all the same inside. My hands and words are as equally capable of causing as yours, as his, as that thief's, as that murderer's...

Is there an honest soul left in this world? And what would that look like, anyway? I'm not sure that we would recognise it."

Recently spoke to a friend who shared why he stopped believing. Seems like things aren't turning out for the better everytime he prayed, hoped and waited.

I honestly have no answer to why it didn't or when it will ever happen. Was it because he didn't pray enough? That I don't know. But I do know the feeling of having your hopes and faith gradually diminish with each passing day.

When that happens, do you just give up and walk away or ride on whatever little faith you have left, trusting that everything will be made beautiful in His perfect time?

For a moment there, I struggled to answer. And that's worrying...

Updates

Ended my last day of work with Suntec yesterday. It is one of the best working experience ever and I did learnt a lot on the job. I am seriously grateful towards the people who made my 1 1/2 months great with their unwavering patience and kind assistance towards me. Thank you thank you! :) Saying goodbye was hard to do but we all have to move on with our lives right?

Closed a chapter of my life and another is about to begin in less than a week! Noooo...I haven't had my fair share of fun. OK time to catch up on more K dramas(Oh! My Lady & Personal Taste), meet up with my fave people, sleep more, slack more do everything MORE MORE MORE before school starts to consume me. Ciaooooo.

The heart is what matters most of all

We live in an imperfect world and are subjected to the imperfections of this system. Our bodies, including everything in this world that we can see, are temporal. What is surely more important is who we are inside.