shocked and hurt. everything happened so sudden. why did God allowed that to happen? why didn't He answer my prayer??? i've been crying for the past hour. not crying for the person who i never had a conversation with never seen more than twice but for the person suffering..the person who hold such a dear place in my heart. it seriously broke my heart to see her going through this. i hope she'll be okay. ok, i hope she'll be more than okay. death is so sudden...never stop praying for your loved ones salvation okay? God..what lies ahead? i'm so lost. but i'll keep my faith, keep hoping and keep loving. and trust even though everything is beyond my understanding. i pray that you'll be her guide, hope and strength through this period of pain. help her know that You are the only one who will always be there no matter what lies ahead. i pray that your peace,comfort and great love will overwhelm her and her family. and realise that you are the answer to everything. in jesus' mighty name i pray, amen.

to all who's reading this, pls say a prayer for my special friend. much love.


we look to yahweh yahweh, our hope is yahweh yahweh


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"i don't know why i'm crying..."
"i understand. i understand"
i feel so silly because i don't even know why i'm crying. i'm so emotional and sensitive. mama gave me hug and prayed together with me and my maid(so cute) made me feel a lot better. thank you so much Daddy God.

my eyes are as swollen as a goldfish now. "we are the goldfish sisters."
i love you and i wish i could give you a great big bear hug now.